Unfulfilled.

Every day is a constant struggle. Beating myself up, thinking that I can do better, that I should already be in my dream career, making big girl money and living the high life. Realistically, I'm not doing any of that.

Aside from the fashion content, and self care help, the depressing post grad life is looming over me. Finishing university is great, but with such an unclear plan that piece of paper isn't exactly acting as my best friend right now. Going through this transition period is awkward, however it's important to constantly remind ourselves that it is just a period, and it will pass.

What is meant for you will reach you. Recently I've been hearing that a lot, despite its truthfulness, the waiting is frustrating. However, don't let it hinder what you're already doing. Keep networking, and keep on applying for jobs and internships - expect the unexpected.

It was hard to put into words what I was (and currently am) feeling. It wasn't until Lola, aka sshe's an angel, uploaded a blogpost "It’s okay that you’re still not there yet," where I felt like I wasn't alone in what I'm feeling. Being reassured that you're more than your goals was comforting, and brought a sense of reality to all of my overthinking.

My mind is constantly going in circles, and I feel as though I'm not progressing as well as I should be. It's so easy to get in your own head, and be clouded by self-judgement and negativity. You're all more than what you aspire to be. Take a deep breath and appreciate where you are, and where you'll eventually be going.

Yes, I'm going to hate the world a little while longer whilst I try and get my life together, but be sure to count your blessings. You're looking at someone wishing that you had what they had, but there's someone looking at you and wishing they have what you have.

This post was more of a waffle than anything else, however I needed to be reminded that everything will eventually be okay, and I'm sure some others would need the reminder too!

- H x